Current mood:

sad

Alright so now its really over. You always told me how happy i made you and how much you love me. I did everything i could for you. I tried to help you so many times and i never asked for anything in return. Its time for me to move on and say good bye. Its what is best for you. the only person you need to help is yourself. maybe one day i will see that you have changed, but if not there is no hope. In the begining it was fine and i went along with everything but when it comes to me and my family at risk its not worth it.You are so young dont let this ruin your future. Be strong and you will get past it. it will not happen over night but everything takes time. i love you and you will always have a place in my heart and hopefully one day everything will fit together. I love you.

even though the person who that is for will never see this it is how i truly feel this is harder for me than i could ever imagian but life is full of obsticles and i guess i just have to get ready for the next challange.